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It's Ryeowook oppa's birthday today. And I'm glad that I was able to greet him through Twitter. Shindong oppa also posted a video. I really had fun watching them.

Now, in reference to the title, I saw a picture of Super Junior with f(x) celebrating the Wookie's birthday... As I was looking at the picture, I got jealous on how close they are. I envy f(x). huhuhu. But my friend told me, it's just SM family LOVE. Well then...

Oh wait. I observe lately, Luna and Ryeowook is into the spotlight. They were spotted doing close gestures to each other. Hmmmm. Do I smell LuWook loveteam here? kekeke. And on Wookie's tweet, he gave a big thanks to Luna for taking care of him.. *giggles*.. I don't know if I should feel *kilig* or annoyed. hahaha. All about JEALOUSY. Just normal for all of the fangurls like me. ^^

Jah... Annyeong!

Which is more important? Skills or the looks? Why do others pay attention to those who are good-looking yet has no talent/skills at all? It just bugs me out that the ones who are talented are being left out because they don't have the looks.

Its just so hard to accept why physical things matter so much than what's inside. I'm not blabbering about this because I'm not good-looking but I just thought that life is just so unfair. Everything is all about the OUTSIDE.

Is fairness hard to give? Why do the not-so-talented-but-so-good-looking guys gain more fans than the so-talented-but-not-so-good-looking people? Why does the not-so-talented-but-so-good-looking guys receive more applause even though they dance or sing like hell? And just a simple 5-claps for the so-talented-but-not-so-good-looking people?

I hope people would be wise enough and think of what's the real thing and not just of what is good-for-one thing.^^

Wuhoo! Back to school time again. Yeosh! My emotions are mixed. I'm excited yet nervous. Going to take up Data Structures again. waah! We are now loaded with major subject, well, what do you expect... WE ARE NOW IN 3RD YEAR! bwahaha.

Anyways, my SUPERMAN music was replaced by BONAMANA. nyahaha. Love the song. Love Super Junior! But I still love NEWS neh. XD

Well... I'm running out of stories. I mean. I just can't tell everything here. Too embarrassing (for my friend). hehehehehe

Jah! ^^

What a great gift! Well, I'll be a hypocrite if I say that I did not expect for it. I did expect but not too much. lol.


I passed in our Discrete Mathematics subject! Yuhoo! My efforts were paid off. Although I failed in our last long test due to my idiocity and stupidity, I was still able to pass. Thanks to Mam Maui for adjusting. hehe.


To Cling Cling, I'm sorry kay wala tika nacomfort. Labyu dhai.


Jah, matte neh. I need to update my lj.

I am trying to update using my mom's phone. It's quite hard because it is full touch screen. Gosh.

How am I these past few days? Last week was the worst! because of that harharki thing, i lost friend. I just hate people who are insensitive, even though he said that he is not referring to me, he should be careful in everything that he says, coz he might never know, he already hurt someone.

anyways, Sotsu Uta icons and gifs are spreading in lj alfeady. Is episode4 airing already? I want to watch it now. I want to watch massu on a serious role. lol. I also had a realization, sotsu uta and your song are quite the same. Each episode refers to a specific song. How nice.

Jah, I guess I should stop here. Til next time neh. Maido ari.

...... waw. saun lng man diay...

Ive been thinking about quitting. I just don't feel right. I failed in our CSO midterms and I think I won't be able to pass Discrete Math. Gosh! Where's the faith?!?!


NEWS is going to release their new single this coming March 24. I want to buy their CD! I need to earn $13 for me to afford it. God, help me.


I pray for strength and courage.ü

It's been a while since the last time I praised Him, the last time I worshiped Him. It's been a while since I cried and poured everything that were kept inside me for a long time. I was relieved, redeemed and set free. It feels so good knowing that He is always with us, within us. I realized that He is the missing piece in my life.

I't been 2 years since I talked to Him, heart to heart. I talk but I do not communicate. I hear but do not listen. That is why I feel so empty, and left behind. I was in the dark. I feel so dumb thinking that He was always there, knocking onto my heart, but I keep on ignoring Him. I was really afraid on talking to Him once again. I was afraid of being scolded for turning my back on Him. But then when I asked for forgiveness, He was there, welcomed me with arms wide open.

Gosh. It's really been so long since the last time I felt happy and contented. Gaining back the old me. The bright and happy ME.

I am going to give my all on bringing back everything to Him. Because It's all because of Him. The one who saved me and took me out of the darkness...