Monday, February 15, 2010

...... waw. saun lng man diay...

Ive been thinking about quitting. I just don't feel right. I failed in our CSO midterms and I think I won't be able to pass Discrete Math. Gosh! Where's the faith?!?!


NEWS is going to release their new single this coming March 24. I want to buy their CD! I need to earn $13 for me to afford it. God, help me.


I pray for strength and courage.ΓΌ

Friday, February 12, 2010

It's been a while since the last time I praised Him, the last time I worshiped Him. It's been a while since I cried and poured everything that were kept inside me for a long time. I was relieved, redeemed and set free. It feels so good knowing that He is always with us, within us. I realized that He is the missing piece in my life.

I't been 2 years since I talked to Him, heart to heart. I talk but I do not communicate. I hear but do not listen. That is why I feel so empty, and left behind. I was in the dark. I feel so dumb thinking that He was always there, knocking onto my heart, but I keep on ignoring Him. I was really afraid on talking to Him once again. I was afraid of being scolded for turning my back on Him. But then when I asked for forgiveness, He was there, welcomed me with arms wide open.

Gosh. It's really been so long since the last time I felt happy and contented. Gaining back the old me. The bright and happy ME.

I am going to give my all on bringing back everything to Him. Because It's all because of Him. The one who saved me and took me out of the darkness...

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